Black Star Black Star, be what you will be

it sucks. but you're right.
no more drama.
no more trust issues.
no more jealousy.

I just hope that when we're older you don't think back to me and hate me. I don't want regrets. I want you to think back and think of me how I will think of you. With love and passion even the brightest of fires die out. I love you always have always will.

Goodbye and Good Luck in life.

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you know that im a crazy bitch i do what i want when i feel like it.

I'm so sick of these confrontations. I'm sick of being called useless and a piece of shit whore. FUCK YOU! I'm one of the best fucking people i know. It may sound a little conceited but i dont give a flying fuck. Up until i graduated i sacrificed my life for your needs. "Courtney stay home and do the dishes" "Courtney your grounded because i say so" "Courtney do this Courtney do that" WELL FUCK YOU! I need to move the fuck out. I need to finish up my gen ed classes and get the fuck out as fast as possible or your gonna drag me down. You expect to get this surgery and for me to drop everything and take care of you. well the jokes on you cuz i have a fucking life. I have friends who would enjoy me hanging out and having fun, and hey if i get shitfaced wasted thats my fucking choice. I won't drive i'll crash where i am and call you in the am. Newsflash daddy:

I'm a Crazy Bitch, I do what I want when I feel like it.

All I wanna do is lose control.

it almost feels like I'm falling

I have never felt so sick in my life. All weekend I have had a migraine. I finally hit the worst last night cam home and blacked-out after dad yelled at me. but I feel okay today. only two more weeks til Blake is here :)

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